Sunday, November 16, 2008

To A Baby Who Was Never Born...

A life inside me, a love so strong.She died inside me, but the love lives on.It broke my heart for her to go.I love her, I need her like she'll never know.I never held her, or heard her cry,And I wasn't ready to say goodbye.I never dressed her in tiny clothes,Or saw her smile as I tickled her toes.I cry for her in the night.It hurts so much, and no one can make it right.

For those that dont it yet i miscarried at 4 months
when i went to find out the sex of the baby her
heart wasnt beating . . . still dealing with it but
i'll be okay it;'s something i have to go through by
myself as usual smh it;s crazii i was really looking
forward to being a mom.but i will one of these days,
it just wasnt in god's plan and i dont really understand
why but maybe i will one day until than Rhian Winter
will always be apart of me no matter what ;)

Monday, November 3, 2008

ERM. so I couldnt be doing better :) i've been hanging out with my boyfriend like craziii and eatin my life away as you guys can see lol baby has been kiicking my ass but it's all worth it i will find out the sex in a week ahhhhhhhh arent yall excited??? hehe it has to be a gurl! because i already picked the name out :) hehe
RHIAN WINTER ________.
MY FUTURE EVERYTHING;

;)